Ride with me

had a dream i died and this was my headstone

Seth Armstrong - Mt. Angelus, 2021

rocking this awful man bun for 3 weeks because my bestie’s in hair school in toronto and i want her to have a nice before and after for ig when i’m her hair volunteer 😑 kinda looks ok but also kinda literally looks like tulio from el dorado

Henrik Kleppe Worm-Müller 2018 "Imitations 10" Acrylic on canvas 140 x 190 cm

also i feel like that’s the first time i’ve posted a non-obscured picture of my face on here in like 4 years so you’re welcome or i’m sorry depending on your stance on the matter 😬

how bout two in one day binch

(first date going well voice) oh my god i LOVE portable document format!

there are "dailies" in real life too, like "brush teeth" and "make bed". there are also "raids" which unlock "weekly" such as "mow the lawn"

its laying absolute egg

it takes a lot of mental fortitude to be gender non-conforming. willingly, unwillingly, or both, and at the end of the day if you’re exhausted in a way your coworkers/peers aren’t, here’s one reason why. you deserve the extra time and self care that comes with this tbh

i made a post a couple weeks ago(?) asking for a bit of help with some urgent moving costs and i received almost $200 and i just wanna publicly say thank you 🥰 you’re all absolute angels whether you donated, liked, reblogged, or saw the post and didn’t get annoyed and unfollow lol i appreciate you. one lovely person donated whose name starts with T on your email.. I emailed thank you messages back but yours bounced so i hope you see this. thank you so much! I’m so happy to be back where i belong and i’ll happily give back on here as soon as i can. 

(i hate seeming like i don’t have my shit together but i also hate not being transparent with my life moving forward and staying in my integrity when i know being open about things is nothing but good ultimately. I felt “too old to be having a messy time in life” but also things were so bad in my mental/self of steam ykwim if i didn’t at least post about it idek. I feel very seen and supported, and seeing ppl reach out reminded me that maybe i’m not the worst, and in addition helped push me to sell a couple paintings on ig too, so i’m in a good spot now and found a place. i pay a key deposit tomorrow and i’m back in toronto on dec 1st. i don’t post on tumblr with the expectation of anything other than maybe making someone else laugh or get back into painting, but i’m so glad i’m still on here bc it’s such a caring and special place on the cold, censored corporate hell that is the internet lol)